Wednesday, August 02, 2006

shifting heartsand

yesterday i found out he is getting married!
and last night i dreamt about you who died, not talking, no words, just silent eyes
i kissed your lips and then you left
and i had to use my own devices...but remember not to try and follow
even though i wish i could talk to you every other day.
absorb the loss and move on they say. as though it's something that's possible, how can you possibly? love expands your heart and when pieces of it are taken away i'm still left with the capacity. it either feels empty or is filled by your memory or you try and fit parts of others inside.
which is impossible to do and impossible not to do.

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