apparently tis the season to resurface. a whole bunch of people popped out of the woodwork recently. some friends, some, more than friends. some not very friendly. people i sort of thought i wouldn't see again. well....that's not completely true. but it was unexpected anyway.
i'm wondering whether i reached out and opened up and made that happen. or if it was just...serendipity. or something.
and...i'm not all that sure how to move. how do you move forward, after moving on, while looking back?
maybe you just don't look back at all. just forge ahead and see what's there in the here and the now.
about me:
- spiderkitten
- i love little things. the smell of new printed paper/grapefruit skin/crushed fennel/struck matches. the feel of: drawing on skin/tearing old stockings/creeping sunlight/anything that dissolves on my tongue. the sound of: an orchestra tuning/a cork pulling from a bottle/old modems/typewriters. the movement of: milk clouds in coffee/the coastline from a plane/a dream-twitching cat. the bounce when: someone understands what you mean/you wake up while still dreaming. the sight of: people sleeping/birds landing/the aurora. i have broken musician's fingernails. i doodle on things. i adore fireworks. still. and shooting stars. i make paper cranes out of leftover paper. i try not to hate how i look. i wear boots. i pick up fallen leaves. i have freckles. i love the cold, let it snow. i talk too fast. i like to touch everything. i am achingly proud of my family. i write. i am interested in your mask as well as your heart. i listen to stories. i am in awe of my friends. i love riding trains. i sleep badly. i love to read things that make me laugh out loud, magic from silent ink and paper :) i use smilies too much...
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